3 March, 2026 03:51

Turned out to be a good sleep all the way through, here in Mawson carpark. No interruptions and no heavy rain that I know of.

Glucose is high, for me lately. I used to be 33. This is the pizza and garlic bread.

Hadn’t stopped there.

7.05 AM

Coming down now.

Moved the car around Mawson carpark so not to spook anyone, probably unnecessarily, and ended up with a Woolies semi pulling up quickly right behind me, shaking the bones. Moved again.

Rain has stopped and it’s light but heavy grey air. I’m extremely tired. Can’t get to do anything.

3.25 PM

At tge lake where I once stayed over and tried to again on Sunday.

Shit day. Found out the expensive redarc needs replacing after about 8 years, which is mine. Fuck that.

Tried to sort out a place for an inverter which I don’t need. Did that but now should forget it re the redarc.

Had a shower at the Olympic Pool. Bloke said school carnival probably cancelled so I paid and at that very instant the kids pike in. Campbell High where I went, a bit.

Then couldn’t get a park at the city spot, raining all morning, I drove around Ainslie and spotted a street I remembered delivering milk to on the nigt time run pre dawn. Huge run.

Then stopped and went in here:

Sat and sang here as a little kid.

Got christened here as did three others, babies.

Listened to the make-believe sermons here.

And watched Mark’s tiny coffin fly through the air here at his funeral, away.

Upset me a lot to see it all again. A thousand lifetimes away, but right there.

So the day.

Not raining now. Me clueless.

8.45 PM to 9 PM so far

Hoons arrived, four and five cars, squealing and screeching in the wet, on the bitumen road above the camp. Some at high speed. Definitely a chance of a crash. Could also crash into me. Raining now, too.

I hope they’ve stopped. Doubt it. Got the police number but I’d be dobbing myself in.

Very troubling indeed.