12 May, 2026 04:04

Horror night internally, awake since 2AM. Bad GPs, no psychological help (the opposite). Wish my life was over.

10.16 AM

Think I might have had 40 minutes or so sleep and feel better somewhat. Managed to sneak in a shower way down from Riverside at the end gate. Phew.

Here is the disturbing ugliness of these bastards who’ve moved in. How they get away with it is beyond me. I’m in more need, none of that expensive property, and there they are with means giving a great big Fuck You to council, residents, tourists, and homeless people locally.

Utterly repugnant. They belong out on the hillbilly hill with daddy’s boy, and give him hell.

4.06 PM

Heavyish overcast and quite dark. Totally useless day. Did nothing. Tried to set up again with my bank. Instructions I was given didn’t work. AI fucksteap went round in circles and agitated the screen so I couldn’t read anything or click. Makes me furious. Absolute idiots making fuckhead decisions. I detest these deeply arsehole systems. Got nowhere.

Where the time went I don’t know.

At 2.15 I went to storage, paid and dropped off the $7.50 inflatable mattress. Wasn’t comfortable I have to get a better mattress base.

Then to Waldrens. Sunny and rested then a big motorhome moved in, worrying me. Please no generator. It’s also in my line of view out the window, not good. But if I don’t hear it, it’s good.

Long stupid days. I hope I find a place to live and paint. I’m losing energy for this, and it’s all I’ve got.

4.15 PM

A Coaster just pulled in, also near. Fucking Pitt St. I thought I’d be the only one here.

4.36 PM

Unbelievable. As soon as the geezer gets out of the Coaster the two in the motorhome go rushing up. Apparently I don’t qualify. They start talking loudly. I’m trying to listen to a video by Jamelle B and can’t hear all the words.

I get in the driver’s seat and move up, closer to the highway but away from these people.

So much for getting here early to get a good spot. The disturbers and the insensitives who crowd me out always win.

I was down there on my own on the right: