Awake since 3.30 AM and struggling for energy. Hoped this might help. Seconds ago.
6.30 PM
Terrible day within myself. Not really here in the world and the bit that is didn’t feel worthy. Very unsettled.
I paid for an inflatable kayak. Half price and cheap and probably won’t last. I didn’t feel worthy of picking it up. I will use it though. Been wanting one for a long time, to get on the water.
At Waldrens again. No idea what is in store. Have a sty feeling my right eye.
I hope ai sleep better tonight. Been waking up a lot lately, in a sweat, wet shirt.
Did some internet tasks here from 2.15. Good to get done.

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