Bega-?

8.20 AM

Can hardly believe it’s that late. Lost all sense of time, and deathly tired.

Woke at around midnight and been awake mostly since.

I knew I was in trouble at 8PM when I couldn’t keep my eyes open. Asleep by 8.20 instantly.

Very quiet under the bridge. Bega itself seemed asleep.

Too tired to read the NYT much or listen to the radio – the sound would surely have travelled in the quiet.

Added engine oil and by the river. Breakfast late, oats cooked but hot and no insulin yet.

Eyes are very watery. Been heavy overcast but sun maybe soon to come.

I just want to be in a nlce safe undisturbable place somewhere and sleep.

9.22 AM

Had breakfast, one last look at Bega River, then toilet again, petrol, and shower at the gravel spot north of town.

10.02 AM

Leaving over the bridge now.

11.17 AM

Pulled into Narooma aquatic centre. Had a tailgater Quaama to Cobargo. Pulled over and gave them the bird. A couple saw it. “Terrible. Dangerous,” I explained.

Bodalla State Forest

Arrived about 12.40 PM. Groceries and shower in Narooma.. Booked doctors appointment fortunately for tomorrow and shot out here to see if I could get a spot. Only one single one left. If the caravannrts adjacent are noisy I’m fucked. Real close.

If not, I’m laughing. Been in this spot before, it’s very good.

But because it’s so full so early, tonight will be a shitfight. Staying only because of the appointment tomorrow. Coveted stay, Bodalla SF.

Want to paint, but seriously tired.

Lovely couple waved and came nearby to say hello, “with me” at Scrubby’s.

3 PM

A bit of a tickle on. Unsteady on my feet so tired. Good to move them along a little.

5.50 PM

Had dinner. Endless influx having a break, no doubt more and the worst to come. Worried about a prick blocking me in, crowding me . There’s no actual space but a prick doesn’t care.

And a generator going. They always do it when everyone else is trying to relax. Never 11 AM.

This could be a shit night.